You have searched me, LORD,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you.
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand —
when I awake, I am still with you.
19 If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, LORD,
and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
Psalm 139
O Lord, I’m like an open book to you;
You read my heart, my mind on every page:
I sit, I rise, I’m naked in your sight;
My every thought lies open to your gaze.
‘Tis not to judge, your burning eyes invade
My secret heart, for deeper love discerns
Your face reflected in the murky depths;
‘Tis you who for me, seeking, searching, yearns.
Unfath’mable your love, you go ahead,
You chart my path before me, and behind
You shelter me; no mother e’er so dear
Could care, like you, and hold me in her mind.
Before my mind has formed an unborn word
You know the mystery of unspoken speech;
Surrounded by your ever-present love,
I cannot wander far beyond your reach.
Your all-pervading Spirit covers me;
No matter where I go, my God is there:
If I would rise to heav’n, your dwelling place,
I find your presence infinitely near.
To hide my shame, I flee to hell’s domain,
But lo! Your gentle hand lays hold of me:
I ride the morning winds, but ‘tis your breath,
Your hand supports, traversing land and sea.
If I should think the darkness thick enough
To hide me from your penetrating sight,
How wrong I am, how comforting to know,
To you the night is just as bright as light.
You formed my substance in the secret place;
Within my mother’s womb you fashioned me:
A master craftsman, complex my design;
So thankful that you made me wondrously.
And overshadowed by your guiding hand,
No eyes but yours beheld this shapeless form;
How carefully you planned my earthly days
And wrote them in your book ere I was born.
How precious, Lord, to know I’m on your mind;
Your love, your thoughts surround me constantly;
I sleep, cocooned within your gentle arms:
I wake to find that you still think of me.
How hateful are your enemies, O God!
That they should miss the bliss of perfect trust:
Your enemies my enemies become;
I look on them with loathing and disgust.
O search me, let the passion of your eyes
Seek out the fear, anxiety subdue;
Show me the horror of my wicked ways
And let me walk in fervent love, with you.