HE SAW LEVI
Once again Jesus went out beside the lake. A large crowd came to him, and he began to teach them. 14 As he walked along, he saw Levi son of Alphaeus sitting at the tax collector’s booth. “Follow me,” Jesus told him, and Levi got up and followed him.
15 While Jesus was having dinner at Levi’s house, many tax collectors and sinners were eating with him and his disciples, for there were many who followed him. 16 When the teachers of the law who were Pharisees saw him eating with the sinners and tax collectors, they asked his disciples: “Why does he eat with tax collectors and sinners?”
17 On hearing this, Jesus said to them, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.” Mark 2:13-17
As Jesus walked along the edge of the lake He saw Levi collecting taxes and Levi saw Him. What did Jesus value so much in Levi that He called him to follow Him? Did He see a man whose greed had brought everything out of him that was devious and dishonest, now disillusioned with wealth, with a heart yearning for something better? Did He value in him the willingness to leave that all behind to go after God? What did Levi see in Jesus that drew him like magnet?
Why was Jesus comfortable with what the Pharisees called “the riff-raff” – people who made no pretense of being religious; people who didn’t hide their lifestyle but who felt comfortable with Him because He didn’t judge them? He accepted them as they were. The very fact that He ate with them meant that He was at peace with them.
Does that mean that He was comfortable with the way they lived? No, but it was not an issue to Him because He knew that He could offer them a better life and He knew their potential.
He valued the fact that they were who they were. If anything, He was not comfortable with their critics whose lives were equally soiled with sin but it was all hidden under a facade of “holiness”.
What kind of honesty is Jesus looking for? Not the attitude that I am a good-for-nothing worm who is always putting myself down, but an honesty that is willing to own who I am, both good and bad, and place myself in His hands to restore what is broken and clean up what is tamai- unclean – so that I can have transparent fellowship with Him in all circumstances.
As long as our hearts are open with Him and we don’t cover up and pretend, we can journey with Him in the ups and downs because we are going somewhere together and He is leading. He is always with us whether we feel Him or not.