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Really Living

REALLY LIVING

“He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for His name’s sake.” Psalm 23:1.

What was wrong with David’s soul that needed restoring? We could replace the word “soul” with “life”. Like everyone else, he was aware that his life was out of sync with God from the beginning. He lamented, after he fell into adultery with Bathsheba, “Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.” Psalm 51:5.

There was a rebellious streak in him that wanted to do wrong for no real reason. The Apostle Paul was aware of the same drive to push the boundaries just because he could. It was as though there was another self in him, taking over the reins and deliberately going the wrong way when his desire was to obey God.

“For I have a desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do – this I keep on doing.” Romans 7:28b, 19.

David knew, like Paul, that it was not possible to pull himself back on course. The strength of the sin nature in him made it impossible for any self-help plan to work. He needed God to get him back on track. As he looked back over the years, he marvelled that God had been there with him with His provision of grace and mercy which kept him from destroying himself, like so many of his descendants did, by kicking over the traces altogether.

Like all of us, David’s life experiences brought doubts, fears and emotional pain that distorted his understanding of God. His many psalms reflect his feelings and moods; anxiety, depression, resentment, bitterness, anger, guilt, shame, disappointment and grief – he went through it all. One thing, however, makes him stand out from the rest – he turned to God for help instead of allowing his feelings to fester inside him.

“David enquired of the Lord,” was the bent of his life. He found the secret of a restored soul. Instead of brooding, or turning his emotions on others, he turned to the Lord. If only we would take a leaf from David’s book. He knew the Lord well enough to offload his emotional baggage on Him without fear because he knew that the Lord would not be affected by his “stuff”.

He did not need long and costly sessions with a psychiatrist or psychologist, or even a Christian counsellor; he had the Lord. It was only at those times when he thought he could go it alone that he went astray. Even then, he chose to return to the Lord and not run from Him as so many of God’s people do because they think that God is finished with them.

But David was not only aware of the grace of God that brought him back from sinful paths and set him right. He also celebrated the good things that the Lord had done through him. He took no credit for his kindness to a potential enemy, Jonathan’s son, Mephibosheth. Instead of having him killed, he brought him out of hiding into his palace and made him a member of his household. He held no grudges against those who wished him ill when his son, Absalom, turned against him. He “paid forward” the mercy that God had shown him.

David had a passion for God’s glory. Whatever he did right was for His sake and not because he thought he was good. It was his response to God’s goodness to him. He had a “God-awareness” that overshadowed his self-awareness, so that he delighted in the Lord and could wallow in His presence and goodness even when everything went wrong.

David’s recipe for enjoying God’s life in him was to “get out of the way and let God be God.”

Acknowledgement

Scripture taken from THE HOLY BIBLE, NEW INTERNATIONAL VERSION®, NIV® Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984, 2011 by Biblica, Inc.® Used by permission. All rights reserved worldwide.

Childhood Days

CHILDHOOD DAYS

“He makes me lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside quiet waters.” Psalm 23:2.

Have you ever noticed how this psalm tells a story? One way of understanding it is to see it as a record of our progress on our spiritual journey.

The first verse speaks of our relationship and connection to the Shepherd. He is the reason for a life that is going somewhere. Because we belong to the Shepherd and are willing to follow Him, He takes charge of our progress and our wellbeing, and He is purposeful in where He leads us and what His intention is for us.

In the early days of our spiritual journey we are like new-born lambs. Whenever we open our mouths and cry, “Maa-a-a, maa-a-a,” the Shepherd listens and answers us. New believers seem to have every prayer of theirs answered! We marvel at the way God waits on them hand and foot, like a mother responding to the cries of her new-born infant. What is God doing? He is building trust in the new believer. The baby believer is thrilled and excited. This new life in Christ is great!

But wait a minute! It’s not always going to be sunshine and roses. A lifetime of training lies ahead because this journey is not only about us. We lived long enough in selfish independence before we joined His flock. We have a new Master and we will have to learn to trust and follow Him instead of wandering around nibbling at any old tuft of grass or poisonous plant.

Instead of following our noses into dangerous places, or following other lost sheep who have no idea where they are going, we have to learn to discern our Shepherd’s voice among all the voices that are calling, and go where He leads us. It always amazes me how young animals instinctively recognise the sound of their mother’s voice. Among thousands of seals and seal pups, for example, mothers and pups are reunited after a feeding trip just by recognising each other’s voice.

The Shepherd knows, like any new mother, that His sheep need nourishing food and clean, fresh water if they are to flourish. His first task is to ensure that they follow Him to the pastures and water so that they grow healthy and strong. The Middle Eastern shepherd never drove his sheep; he led them. They were like his children, bound to him in a loving and trusting relationship.

His sheep would separate themselves from all the mixed-up flocks in the sheep-pen where they sheltered for the night, and strike out after him in the early morning when he called. It was time to move out to find grazing, but they had to do nothing more than follow the shepherd. He knew where the best pastures were and where the quiet streams were to be found, otherwise the sheep would refuse to drink from a fast-flowing river.

As David reminisced, all these thoughts would crowd his mind. Looking back over his life, he realised that he was just like one of the sheep in his father’s flock that he had cared for in his youth. He knew what it was to be responsible for a flock of dependent animals. If he was not there for them, watching over them every minute of the day, guiding them to the best feeding grounds and scouting ahead for resting places and fresh water, and driving off would-be predators, they would not have survived even a few days on their own.

He must have felt humbled and grateful for a God who cared for Him like a faithful shepherd. He felt loved and secure. Like a small child in his mother’s arms, he could rest in the knowledge that his God would never let him go hungry or die of thirst. He would never abandon him to his enemies, or leave him to tumble over a precipice or even wander alone in a frightening wilderness.

he Lord is my Shepherd. He leads me…

Acknowledgement

Scripture taken from THE HOLY BIBLE, NEW INTERNATIONAL VERSION®, NIV® Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984, 2011 by Biblica, Inc.® Used by permission. All rights reserved worldwide.