Monthly Archives: July 2018


The scene is a Truth and Reconciliation courtroom in South Africa. 

 A frail black woman rises slowly to her feet. She is something over 70 years of age. Facing across the room are several white security police officers, one of whom, Mr van der Broek, has just been tried and found implicated in the murders of both the woman’s son and her husband some years before. He had come to the woman’s home, taken her son, shot him at point blank range and then set the young man’s body on fire while he and his officers partied nearby.

Several years later, van der Broek and his cohorts had returned to take away her husband as well. For many months she heard nothing of his whereabouts. Then almost two years after her husband’s disappearance, van der Broek came to her house to fetch the woman herself. How vividly she remembers that evening, going to a place beside a river where she was shown her husband, bound and beaten, but still strong in spirit, lying on a pile of wood. The last words she heard from his lips as the officers poured petrol over his body and set him aflame were,” Father,  forgive them…”

Now the woman stands in the courtroom and listens to the confessions offered by Mr van der Broek. A member of the Truth and Reconciliation Commission turns to her and asks “So what do you want? How should justice be done to this man who has so brutally destroyed your family?”

“I want three things,” begins the old woman calmly but confidently. “I want first to be taken to the place where my husband’s body was burned so that I can gather up the dust and give his remains a decent burial.”

She pauses, and then continues. “My husband and son were my only family, I want secondly, therefore, for Mr van der Broek to become my son. I would like for him to come twice a month to our township to spend a day with me so that I can pour out on him whatever love I still have remaining in me.”

“And finally,” she says, “ I want a third thing. This is also the wish of my husband. I would like someone to come to my side and lead me across the courtroom. I wish to take Mr van der Broek in my arms and embrace him, to let him know that he is truly forgiven.” As the court assistants come to lead the elderly woman across the room, Mr van der Broek, overwhelmed by what he has just heard, faints. As he does, those in the courtroom, family, friends, neighbours – all victims of decades of oppression and injustice – begin to sing, softly but assuredly, “Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me.”


“Worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness.”

Worship and holiness were two parts of the Christian life that used to scare me when I was younger. I avoided them as much as I could because I knew that it was impossible for me to be holy, I didn’t know how to worship God and I didn’t know what to do about it.

Only lately, as I have studied God’s Word and learned about holiness, have I discovered that God has taken care of my holiness just as much as He has taken care of my salvation.

What is holiness anyway? Until we understand what it is, it seems like an impossibly high standard to achieve. It isn’t as spooky as we think it is. To be holy means to be set apart from sin to God. The wonderful thing I have learned is that Jesus took care of my holiness at the cross.

“By one sacrifice He (Jesus) has made perfect forever those who are being made holy.” Heb. 10:14.

He dealt with my sin and made me a new person, clean and holy, when He died for me. As long as I keep responding to His work of purifying my heart from sin and drawing me into fellowship with Himself, He is doing in me what He completed at the cross.

What about worship? Worship is also not as difficult as I thought it was. In fact, Paul gives us a very simple instruction about worship. Worship is much more than coming to church on Sundays and singing worship songs to God. Worship is about doing everything, even the ordinary things like eating and drinking, to God and for Him.

“So, whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.” (1 Cor. 10:31).

“And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.” (Col. 3:17).

I have discovered that, if my heart is pure, unmixed with unclean thoughts or actions and not full of idols – things I care about more than God, – I can worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness at any time and anywhere. I can even worship Him when I am doing the things I dislike the most!

I think that’s the test. If I can show my love for God by being thankful and loving Him in my worst moments, perhaps that kind of worship is beautiful to God because it shows that my love for Him is bigger than my circumstances.